"When I tell you something is dangerous, I mean it. And, I never forget the Victims"
T.J. Hooker
"Everyone can master a Grief but he who has it”
William Shakespeare
”I had given him a life not worth living, but I had also given him an iron will to live. This was a common combination on the planet Earth”
Kurt Vonnegut about his character, Kilgore Trout.

Sunday, March 17, 2019

An Early and Not a normal Monday Music: A goodbye for now... Indigo Girls...Van Morrison, And Mark Knopfler.

The dark haired singer looks like my mother...


Really loved this guy:






Sorry to my friends, but... I'm out of cope... I'm finding it extremely difficult to want to run a blog.  Our daughter's death was hard.  The hardest thing I've ever been through.  The fact that others have had this happen, in spades, and come back from it shows me how magnificent what they accomplished is.  I'm not going to be able to do it. 

It's confusing now, this life.  I just want to buy bubble stuff.  Play with little kids and puppies and kittens.  I don't want to hate or be troubled by all the dirty stuff that happens on a tiny ball of rotting rock on the far edge of the Known Universe.  Not anymore......

And then, after this terrible event,  came another stolen election, at a crucial moment in our history when we needed a unifying event.  Instead we got a venal, lurid, version of Richard Nixon.  We got a soul crushing defeat of goodness and reason.  It's cost us so much that most of us still don't understand the depth of this calamity. 

I love music so much, and Saturday 9 meme.  So I'll keep doing those.  And if you leave a comment for me, I'll answer and visit you.  I don't have the energy to do two memes back to back.



Save the Children. 





5 comments:

  1. I'm sorry you are suffering. Do keep blogging. It is not necessary to do it daily, or even every other day. But a couple times a week, we need your voice, and the voices of a thousand decent human beings to remind us of what normal can be. We need all the help we can get right now.

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    1. I'll try. This fiasco on top of the personal really is crushing. I've never felt so old and helpless. Never. Thank you for your kindness, Linda. I wish you some Peace in a world of madness. May it be yours.

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  2. To Annonymous.. Nice Try Buddy. Lol Corrosion thickness? Would that be Rust, or Acid Rain?

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  3. The loss of a child is very hard. I empathize with you. Take all the time you need. Take care of you. ((((hugs))))

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    1. Thank you Shannon. I keep you close in my thoughts. We share this struggle. (((Hugs))) back..
      It's "Up and down", and it seems, from what I've read, a persistent thing, that grows less painful over time, but can always, always cause a tear.. From my mother's experience and from others.. this is the way it is.

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I’m going through some stuff but I will peek in now and then and will be back when it’s over..