I'm not Knitting

I think this is probably due to exhaustion and is the closest thing to depression that happens to me. Or just maybe .... maybe it is depression and only FEELS like exhaustion. I want to sleep for three weeks. Or until the election is over.

The ballots came last week and we are going to vote and take them to the registrar and hand them over, eyeball to eyeball! I don't trust anything anymore. Is that also a sign of depression, not trusting anyone to do with the elections?

I've never been actually depressed so there is nothing to compare this to. IN THE PAST I've been sad for long periods of time but it had good reasons. Isn't depression when you haven't got any reason for feeling this way?

I'm tired and this isn't helping. Lol. I need to eat some pasta and some cake. Lots of carbs. That might do it.

Good night. Sweet Dreams! Oh, I just watched a great movie called "Widow's Peak". I'll tell you nothing about it, but it sort of cheered me up for a few hours. Also, Amy Tan's book is funnier than any of her other work. In fact, it shows that she's got a terrific sense of humor. "The Opposite of Fate". I think you'll like it. Night night!